September 2, 2025

in an unsurprising turn of events during this current depressive episode, i deleted my twitter but i still wanted a place to vent about my problems to the general internet public. in the case that you (the unwilling victim of my crying and whining) come across this, hello nice to meet you and my deepest apologies.

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its my birthday this saturday (yay) which means i am also having my annual birthday depression but also im going back to school so i am stacking these terrible feelings which is kinda awesome. my brain refuses to come back to the ground so im excited to continue the next month in constant paranoid isolation. ill also eventually stop using discord too to help cement my current mental state. preferably, this site will be the only window for my thoughts.

September 3, 2025

easing myself into isolation. had my long therapy appointment today. i stopped myself from crying. learned a lot about myself. everything stems from me being afraid of being alone (ironic)

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ive gotten over my jet lag real fast!